Okay so I went to this grill party last night...
Wait, before I can go on, I have to go back in time and tell about what happened in my apartment one night.
I was vacuming downstairs in the middle of the night and I had cleaned all the rooms except the cabinet. So I opened the door and there was this HUGE spider on the floor. Firstly, for 3 seconds I couldn't move, secondly, I started screaming and run upstairs, thirdyly, I cried for 15 minutes. I called my father and told him that I couldn't go downstairs to turn off the lights or close the doors or put away the vacum cleaner because there was a spider. I asked my father if he could come here (he lives 40km out of the city :P) and he said that it's too late but he will come first thing in the morning & I should go and turn off the lights because he is the one who has to pay the electricity bills. So I continued crying because no way on earth was I going to go down there.
Then I came on msn and noticed my childhood buddy M was online and I told him that I had been crying for half an hour and I couldn't go downstairs in the morning to take a shower because there was this...monster standing there.
And then my friend said: Okay...I'll come there if I can stay for the night.
And I agreed.
A second later I looked down & there was a wasp on the carpet. A WASP!
I was like...are you kidding me??
Fortunately, I am not scared of wasps or bees, we used to feed them with sugar from the hand when we were smaller. I took a glass and put the wasp inside it and then threw the wasp out of the window.
Soon my friend was here.
But the spider wasn't.
My friend looked everywhere! Like, seriously, everywhere.
I sat on the stairs, with my eyes closed, and our dialogue looked somewhat like this:
Me: Did you look under the bed?
He: Yes.
Me: Did you look behind the washing machine?
He: Yes.
Me: Did you move the couch?
He: Yes.
Me: Did you crawl under the stairs?
He: Yes.
Me: Are you sure you looked behind the closet?
He: Yes, 2 times.
...and so on. :D
He was really helpful and I'm damn lucky to have a friend like that. He didn't find the spider though and we ended up watching CSI New York (one of the characters has my name :D there )until the early morning.
So...yesterday I was sitting in my room when my other childhood friend M called (this time a girl) and asked if I would like to go to her place to grill and chill. :D I agreed of course. But the thing is that she lives pretty far. So I called M (the boy) and asked if he could give me a lift but he said that he was 100km out of town playing poker. So then I used some of my feminine wisdom and said that he could come to the grill party too and I'd play poker with him. ;) And yehuuu he agreed. An hour and a half later he was here.
And so was the spider.
I was downstairs, putting shoes on when I saw the damn thing right in front of the door. I called M and said: OMG THE SPIDER, IT'S HERE! YOU HAVE TO COME UP HERE! FAST!
So he came up to my apartment (don't ask which floor I live, I don't remember it. Usually I don't notice I'm on the wrong floor before I've gone to the wrong apartment and eaten everything there is to eat from the fridge.) He wanted to kill the spider but I've never killed any and I don't want them to be killed near me either. So he took a newspaper, put the spider on it,and then he ran...I don't know how many floors downstairs and threw the monster into the bushes.
Ufffff....I'm free at last. For 2 weeks I had to look under blankets and shoes and stuff suspiciously. Now I can live in a normal way again.
The grillparty itself was great. At some point one guy asked where the candles were or something and the other guy told him: In the living room, near the fish (my girl-friend M has an aquarium) and the first guy shouted with real surprise on his face: FISH? IN THE LIVING ROOM?
XD we were all like...XD AHAAHAHAHA..come on...THINK....XD
He probably pictured some nice big sharks swimming around the TV. :D
Everything about that night was so chill. Learned some new neat words for waterpipe equipment. XD Like the thing that goes on top of the pipe is "capsule". XD
One of the guys kept asking me: Hey...what is under the capsule. Hey...I think there something wrong with the capsule...Hey...what's the capsule for.
I was like: Fck, I'll put YOU in the fkn capsule if you wont shut up. XD (in a friendly way of course)
He also told us that if you close your fingers around your dogs nose and blow into the dogs nose, then it's eyes will bubble. He asked me if I had ever done it.
I told him that I had never even thought about it because it's sick. XD But I asked him about the breed of his dog.
And the other guy said: He has Pekinese Eye Bubbler
XDXDXD
God, thinking of grill nights makes me hungry. I really like meat. Like pure grilled meat. With no potatoes or salad or whatever. Just plain meat. And a knife and a fork.
Njamnjamnjam.
I'm supposed to go to Italy on wednesday. But I'm sure about it as I have no plane tickets or no hotels booked. We'll see.
Ps. History exam was difficult. I hope I'll get 20/ 100 points, then I'll pass.
Aaa...I wanted to write about the dream I had tonight. Me and my girl-friend M were sleeping in the same bed and it got so hot in her room in the morning because of the sun and we weren't sleeping that well. So I had this nightmare where I was at Eurovision with my whole family. Probably in Serbia or something. And I went backstage and to Dima Bilan's room. He was actually in the room but I didn't speak to him because he had this huge yellow snake around his neck and he looked kinda occupied. Anyway, on the table there was a little red bottle. I took it.
Somehow I knew that if I drink it I will die in 20 minutes, that's how long it was supposed to take. No pain, no nothing. Just 20minutes and you slowly die.
I had all these...different thoughts and memories in my head. About my life. And I saw my mother standing on the door and she looked at me with real worry in her eyes.
I thought about what I had done in my life and what I was going to do in the future. It was really realistic. And then I decided to drink it and let go of everything I had. And I did.
The next moment I was in my apartment, in my kitchen, on the little basket-chair where me and my dogs like to sit...and I lay there and I felt how I got weaker and weaker...like super realistic...I was really dying. And I was completely alone. And suddenly I felt a little bit sad that I was dying. I felt sad.
And I saw my father standing infront of me and he told me where he was going the next day and what he was going to do. And I felt even more sad because I could not do those things with him. Because I was going to die in less than 10 minutes.
My vision got blurry and I felt extremely weak and I closed my eyes...and I thought how this life had ended for me...and how it was actually a damn good life...and I should have enjoyed it longer. And then I felt scared because I didn't know where I would born again ( you see, I believe in reincarnation) and I felt so sad that my heart ache... I felt it was stupid of me to end this life...
...and then yep, I woke up. I had slept for 2 hours or something. And yeah, I didn't think much about my dream, but I remember so well what a relief it was to realize that I was still alive.
Now that I think about it...in my dream I lived through my death...and I really understood that I love the people who I have with me in this life and I... I love my life.
It was so realistic. It scared me. I really decided to die in my dream.
I think I need to change some things in my life.
...Ciao
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Grill Chill
Saturday, 31 May 2008
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